Beautiful to Me

Beautiful To Me -Tyson B. Troxel 12/4/2010 You look at me And you don't know me. At times you aren't sure What I'm gonna do or say next. Am I a blessing or a curse? You are looking through me To the REAL me. I am looking at you. All I see is a man I don't know. I don't wanna know. You aren't who I set out to be. I don't like who I see And all I want is a change. Do you see what I see, Or do you see who I'm meant to be. Am I you, Or are you me? And all I see is my reflection, Staring back at me. A voice is telling me Speaking into me, Telling me to rise up and leave it all behind. Rise above it all And come follow me. Lies, All I see are lies. Never good enough, Just a real good guy, Never being real, Never dropping all my walls And showing it all. Giving it all, Emotions, Giving it all. To be honest, is to be real and I am scared to death. To drop all my walls, To cry, To sing, To write, To give it all To you. I am so much more Than who I am And God is telling me I am beautiful, And that he loves me, And that I am beautiful. Who you are, And who I am, Is a miracle. We are so much more than beautiful. We are LOVED and we belong to him. Like a thunderbolt to my heart, I am now, Just now, waking up and opening my eyes, To the beauty of it all. And I now know, That I am beautiful. The man I am And the man you are And the steps I take Are not yours. A writer, a singer, an artist, A dreamer, a REAL man A child of God, Significantly loved Or something more? Where the road leads next, I know not, I don't know, It's a scary thought. But... I know that God is in every step, God is in every shadow, He is in every breath. And it's finally Gonna be alright. If this is what I'm made for, And when am I gonna get better, I am opening my eyes, And I am choosing Reaching out, Screaming out, Jumping for heaven, And I say NOW!!!!! So, When you say you don't know me, You aren't sure what to think, What to say, Look in the mirror and let me help you Find your way To me, To God, To Home. All my walls are down I am crying I am scared And All I am reaching for, looking for Is God. or.. You! And I know it is GOD!! I am beautiful, I am significant, I am Loved I am better than the lies BUT... Most importantly, I am LOVED In God's arms. And that is enough for now.